New fav player: Brian Townsend

I've been watching videos of Brian Townsend and they changed my game completely. Everything makes sense now. Everything I've done up until this point has been on feelings but now I understand why I'm making the moves that I'm making. I'm so deeply touched right now it's unbelievable. This is easily the biggest epiphany I've ever had poker related.

I'm probably the least cocky person I know. (I think that statement was an oxymoron... whatever) Anyway, up until this point I've really felt that I'm no better than anyone else. That if one of my friends came up to me and wanted to play poker I probably wouldn't be that big of a favorite. I really started to get that confused about poker and I think I really don't have enough confidence in myself. It's probably due to my bi polar disorder that I don't know about.. yet.

Humans are so emotional.. and I am so emotional about poker that you really can start doubting yourself at times. Poker really takes a toll on ones mentality. Any person who has been on a losing streak can tell you that. Thanks to Brian's videos though, I know I'm actually playing awesome poker went I start to lose confidence just because luck isn't on my side in the short term and it really has fixed some huuuge holes in my game. 5/10nl is just a couple inches away now. :)