Questioning my existence

I have recently moved back down limits. From 2/4 to 1/2 to .5/1. It's pretty sad actually, I'm not sure how I got this bad. Maybe the stress of school and the lack of play could have an impact or it could just be bad luck altogether combined with tilt. Yesterday I entered into a sattelite for a 300 dollar 350k guaranteed tournament and these s&g's are the easiest games by far. These are absolute morons playing. I think this may be the reason why there is so much money in tournaments... and I like it. I think I'll start playing more tournaments whenever I get a chance but they take up whole days.
I got my money in late in the tournament with 1010 vs 88 but I was shortstacked so oh well. After my friend staked me to play 1knl with him. I bought in for 500 and worked my way up to 1.7k.
With 2 early limpers I raised to about 54 with 1010, both call, flop comes
6d6d5 I bet 3/4, 1 calls, 1 raises HUGE. This was a "hello I'm here sign" that he had the flush draw. I push him for like 350-400 more he calls with 8 10 of dims and hits his flush. Actually I just learned that my odds were only a 65 to 35% favorite. I never valued flush draws so high until now. It wasn't that bad of a beat, but for a 2.3k pot.. jeez. My luck has been horrible but thinking about how many idiots are still out there really has boosted my confidence.

-300 on full tilt
About 18k ytd?